Saturday, May 28, 2011

Poem 148 of 365/ No More Texts

No More TEXTS

I bow down as rivers of confusion strike like a bus on speed,
I want to hold you but strings of troubled times burn reappearances in my mind.
I want to show you the changes I've made to soothed your anger, but instead I dodge daggers you through with venom disguised as disrespect.

I long to kiss you, but complex emotions nurtures a headache, as I tumble over how you treat me like a shoe lost in a dryer's heat.
My insecurity runs astray like a child lost in Disneyland,
I cry out to you and yet you hear me, I reach out to you and you run towards me. I target you in full view and yet you lie straight through me as if I was missing like the love I'm fighting to conceive.

You make decisions without my consideration; you fail to apologize for the buckets I kick of the tears I cry.
You fail to change into the lover you seemed to be... back when I was in my 20's, You give chase to this other man, giving him what I once had on demand,
If he exposes the love you tell me covers you like sunscreen... then dammit STOP texting me!

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